YOYO! :D.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008; Y

My blog's going to be totally like one filled with emo poem-like lines.

But, it just had to be expressed that way.

YOU.

You saw all of his strengths,

But you looked at all of my flaws and weaknesses.

You know of the time he gave to you,

But you never knew of the time i had sacrificed.

You liked the many big things that he did for you,

But you never noticed the small gestures from me.

You took all the words from people for real,

But you hadn't even listened to my explanations.

You would praise him loud in the open,

But you never realised how it hurt me deep in the dark.

You will say that I'm thinking too much on my own part,

But I'm afraid that if I think too little, I'll just lose you.

You ask around for everyone's opinions,

But you asked as if my opinion really mattered least.

You said things that might seem to be just a passing comment to you,

But you never understood that how hard it could have struck me.

You seem hard to even bring out a grin when you're talking to me now,

But when you're with him, or anyone else, laughing doesn't seem much of a problem.

If you love someone, you know you'll try your best to make that someone happy.

Am i really capable of such a great thing?

& yaaa,

on a brighter note,

HAPPY NEW YEAR all friends and passerbys and family and EVERYONE.

it's been great knowing you for another year,

but another year you'll have to be stuck with me.

ALL THE BEST (:

5:17 PM
Hees:D

Tuesday, December 30, 2008; Y

TONIGHT

Tonight will be the night

Tonight the wrongs will be corrected

Tonight the mistakes will be rectified

Tonight the problems will be fixed

Tonight the questions will be answered

Tonight I open up my heart to you

Tonight I shall be yours

Tonight the tears will be kissed away

Tonight the insecurities will be made right

Tonight I shall hold you in my arms

Tonight I shall not wrong

Tonight I shall not be mistaken

Tonight I shall not give you any problems

Tonight I shall not question

Entire trust, Entire faith

Tonight I will no longer be the same

Tonight I will be different

Tonight I will be a changed man

Tonight, I say I love you.

7:15 AM
Hees:D

; Y

29th was a great day!
Escape to escape with the coolios!
Namely: Jasmine Louis Jane Weiru Kenneth& myself!
The rides were not all that great,
Many crazy things were down.
But the company there was sure great.
The trip was all good overall,
Other than this auntie who scolded me at the start,
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Her: "where's the blablabla?"
Me: " Huh, she ask where's the lift?"
Her: turns back with killer look* "I dont think my pronunciation is that bad."
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But yup, ALL WAS GOOD.
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Then we splitted up,
Weiru, Jane and Kenneth to Weiru's house,
And my later decision was for biking with the other 2 peeps.
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Biking after such a long hiatus sure is crazy,
But im glad i can handle it rather well though with sucky bikes from attitudeeed rental peeps.
We saw crows and eagles ><
& chilled and chatted,
Tried to catch the sunset,
but the rental peeps caught us back before we could do that.
PITYYY.
then it was dinner for me!
& OFF TO CLUBBING.
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clubbing clubbing clubbing.
It was a rather insane experience.
Loud music,
Many girls and guys,
It was really high there.
Managed to get some moves and shake around with the rest!
Didnt really mix around with any others there,
So it was just our group,
Weiyang, Zhujie, Myself, Vera, Jane, Nicole, and Geyi!
But ya the loud music was boooooming,
and totally ringing in my head.
Although i thought it was a rather dangerous place for girls,
accompanied by guys,
you should be alright uh (:
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then i followed vera and jane to weiru's house,
just to pop in & say hi.
And then a really,
really,
long,
sleeeeep.
Zzzzzz~
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P.S. Due to lack of posts for earlier days,
random photos of them will be up!
SOON:D

2:22 AM
Hees:D

Friday, December 26, 2008; Y

For today,
Appointments cancelled,
Many by myself,
Many by others.
Why exactly do i not feel like going out anymore.
I just wanna be cooped up at home,
Watch time tick by,
Watch people pass by,
Watch everything just go by.
But as usual,
Last resort,
Basketball.
That is where i find my enjoyment,
But achievement?
Well,
soon to come I hope (:
& here i am staring at this screen again,
Although it changes everyday,
But the things that turn up on it,
Can really,
really,
really,
Disappoint me.

8:34 AM
Hees:D

; Y

REPLIES TO TAGS ON TAGBOARD. [:

- J

Hahah you too alright! TAKECARE TAKECARE, stay happy =D

-Angus

You sound like you're saying yo, dinnerman >.< just ring me up ya!

- A'LYN

Merry christmas! MY GIFT HOW UH. ;x

-wanxuan

HAHA REALLY WHAT, eh go out soon soon soon? AFTER YOUR SCHOOL REOPEN LOL.

-shawn

merry christmas too! & may you get gf soon! :p

-vera

Hahah let me see only lah you :p IRRITATING WOMAN :p

-hansheng

Heh someone getting smug yoooo :x

6:05 AM
Hees:D

Thursday, December 25, 2008; Y

You're not a perfect woman,

But i'm not a perfect man.

I don't want to lose one i wanted, because I've taken her for granted.

Even if to the world you might just be a passerby,

to me, the world's a passerby and you're MY world.

10:47 PM
Hees:D

; Y

merry christmas!

Countdown on minutes near to christmas just didn't really work out,

Especially when you didn't have the seconds timer on your handphone as well.

And so it was playing dare-and-dare incorpated into games of daidee,

with Weiru, Gwen & Hansheng,

on those very first few minutes of Christmas.

We were totally made to do stupid retarded stuff,

like heading over to the counter,

asking if they,

"have pear pie?"

"is fries made up of flour or potato?"

"-going to other table- You got extra chilli? Can borrow?"

"Can i have mcflurry with pepper"

Crazy, but somehow the cards didn't like Gwen and I.

Well, but before we know it,

We were called over to ECP to meet...

Kegin Clement Joel Vera Jane & Rachel.

Did i get th names wrong?

We totally walked for 2 hours plus!

And did crazy stuff along the way.

But yup great time of fellowship yo (:

Finally we reached,

Slacked around,

Stoned here and there,

Went to the seaside and saw like tons of rats.

"DIDNT CATCH THE SUNRISE".

& we headed over to separate places!

Weiru was real sweet yo!

She wanted to go home but she came over instead with me to the airport,

because she thought i was pissed ><

And there was Jasmine!

Basically everyone was super tired,

And Hansheng and Cuteboy Zhaoyang came along later on.

CHRISTMAS SERVICE.

was rather great i thought!

Caught it twice,

But unfortunately as much as i didnt want to,

I had much difficulty staying awake!

Thanks Jasmine for th hard work though :p

Met many new peeps!

Then headed to Bugis with Hanqiao, Jasmine and Hansheng.

Well details secret!

But yup everyone getting knocked out at Subway yesterday.

Not very niceee,

I think the personel there probably could recognise us already,

Few days ago we were there making lots lots lots of noise,

And yesterday we went to sleep sleep sleep.

& somehow many many many things keep running through my mind,

my mind's with my heart,

but somehow my actions dont seem to obey them.

I know what I'm after,

but,

Do you?

9:39 PM
Hees:D

Wednesday, December 24, 2008; Y

WHAT IS CHRISTMAS,

WITHOUT TONNING FOR COUNTDOWN ON CHRISTMAS EVE.

off for food and then tonning!

DONT MISS ME YO :p

Have trust in me,

for the words that night i said,

are words that i'll never regret saying [:

1:49 AM
Hees:D

Tuesday, December 23, 2008; Y

My love my love my love :D

Today's christmas eve already!

The year has flashed past really fast,

I haven't even got used to th fact,

That i'm gonna be J1 next year already.

Looking back,

this year sure has been eventful.

especially this holidays,

I feel i've made friendship that truly will last!

I feel that I've changed,

not exactly till I'm flawless.

But now I'm trying.

Apologies to those that I might have hurt before,

and give me a chance to say Sorry if you just will alright.

Had no goals, no nothing.

But all this is gonna change.

And at least i know in year 2009,

I will not be alone.

I will have you friends,

you girl,

you family,

And most importantly,

God's in me, and with Him,

Nothing will bring me down and let me stay down again.

11:21 PM
Hees:D

; Y

I've been tagged to do this,

So read on for facts of myself,

You might've never known! :p

"According to your age, list X number of facts about yourself."

-unknown.

1. My name is Hu Weijie!

2. My christian name is Jason, and it was named after my favourite power ranger when i was still young.

3. I had food poisoning when i was primary 5, after eating ribena and nuggets in school! Bad combination, and i almost died, at least i thought so.

4. I LIKE MY HAIR.

5. When im in love with someone or something, the word impossible is never in the things that i might do for that special one/thing.

6. My entire wardrobe has 90% black and white clothes.

7. I've got many many many shoes for a guy.

8. I am real sensitive, and simple praises can make me :)

9. My longest sleep was for 2 days straight O.O

10. When i'm not feeling like myself (emo, pissed wdv), i use (...) ALOT.

11. My house has 7 computers.

12. My mother seems to know about all of my friends, or girlfriends, somehow!

13. I like to sing, here, there, anywhere. But i guess my showerhead suffers the most.

14. I feel so in love, NOW, esp. since im talking to you.

10:41 PM
Hees:D

; Y

Today was good!

PTL!

I woke up rather late,

& good o'bro went to bought lunch specially for me,

thanks so much kor,

You are just so sweet a brother :D

and movie outing was seriously good.

People who came were Aaron, Hansheng, myself, Weiru, Jane, Gwen and Jasmine!

Hahahah, i'm so glad you could come Jasmine!

Like after my skillful persuasion! =P

We catched Yes Man,

YESMAN!

it's a real good show i must say,

it's meaningful, funny and everything.

PLUS I GOT A GOOD SEATMATE!

Jasmine has totally funny reactions lah,

& throwing popcorn at hs.

OH AND GWEN WAS SITTING AT K-+ ,

AND HS AT K-+.

after random swapping of tickets!

HEHHH :x

& everyone's so mean to laugh at them,

Guess who laugh the most! ;p

After that,

Weiru, Jane and I went to catch twilight.

IT WAS A REALLY BAD CHOICE.

1. the movie seriously sucks!

2. it made me catch the last train and take a cab!

3. someone made me felt really emooo throughout heh :p

but yup!

anyway, sorry Weiru i couldn't accompany you and "HEHH"

another night i promised okay!

Hahahaha, actually it was just because he didn't want to send me home.

LOL :D

10:06 AM
Hees:D

Monday, December 22, 2008; Y

Jasmine koo li shan is my newfound friend today!
Haha she's super high and everything!
Talking to her really makes me super happy,
i haven't felt so happy in a really long time yo!
THANKYOU.
&& she's super sweet! totally made my day, night, and everything =D
She's blurrr, spills drinks twice in one night!
and most imptly, WE CLICK :D
and and did i mention that she has the
-TOTALLY TO DIE FOR- smile!
heh!
I THANK GOD FOR YOU JASMINE [:

yay, above dedicated to you! :D
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today was lunch with vera!
AND SUPER LONG WALKING ABOUT AND DOING CRAZY STUFF
at west mall :D
we had our 1 hour lunch as usual!
then, we walked around for her friend's birthday gift!
shopping with her sure takes v longgggg ;x
we couldn't even finish walking WESTMALL.
it's like so small!
And we totally messed around at this gift shop,
for super long, with the softtoys there,
and in the end she just bought a small softtoy,
could tell the salesperson was pretty pissed already hehhh.
Hahahah then she had to work again,
anyway meal buddy! you look super tired lah,
DO TAKE OFF MORE TIME FOR REST YAYA :D

& then it was basketball!
but today was real boring,
there were many others around so practically the whole court was taken,
AND THEN HERE I AM NOW.
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& did i mention, IM SUPER HAPPY TODAY :D

10:13 AM
Hees:D

Sunday, December 21, 2008; Y

LACK OF UPDATES.
wth im-wei.bs.com!
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yesterday was cell!
real good i thought, mum came!
(photos photos!
btw, if photos appear to be blur, change your computer configuration okay,)
and and and if you dont know yet, this is MUM!
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had games and many fun stuff!
dress up as santa!
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FOOD and then we headed down to orchard for movie at cine!
but somehow suddenly plans change and we all went shopping,
more like girls' shopping la :p
then then, we went home!
thanks mum for coming lah,
she's real sweet yo, subway cookie!
wansui! >< -

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& today was candlelight service,
weiyang and zhujie managed to come!
many people brought their friends as well!
and i saw jasmine finally! heh!
but sadly she couldnt join us for pool!
and i finally talked to yunhui alot today!
but before that,
CANDLELIGHT SERVICE,
really beautiful sight yo!
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then it was fellowshippp and we went pool at paradiz!
today i feel super gay man . sigh.
ANYWAY ITS WAS REAL GREAT FUN.
thanks for th day!
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before vera wanted to shun people... :x and we went to have a sudden dinner at LJS!
then vera was so nice she took mrt back with us!
vera, jane, hs and i!
COOL PEOPLE :D
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THANKS FOR THE DAY GUYS :D
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valerie looks like rabbit! ;x
heh cute photo! :D
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and i thought this was rather cool!
MY HAIR (:
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lunch with meal buddy again tmr!
cant wait [:

6:44 AM
Hees:D

Thursday, December 18, 2008; Y

finally smiling after 2 long days of emoing . :/

tonight was da bomb !

i didnt do much for the front part of the day so yah .

it was myhope singapore!

and thanks to hansheng,

many brothers and sisters came !

it was a night of good food, good games, good fellowship, good laughter, good fun !

really !

and i know weiru's secrets! hohoho -smirks-

and william's !

hahah and so we had...

spaghetti([[:), chocolate fondue(^^), fruits(:))), sushi!(:D) and more !

sadly i don't have any pictures, as i didnt want to whip out my cameras infront of 4 pro photographers ! (aka. gilbert, zhaoyang, aaron, & eychelle(!) ) :x

so just imagine alright !

hahahahah a night well spent indeed (:

hope you guys continue coming forward alright !

and vera,

although you miss out on much,

the food was nice right !

hahah saturday will be fun as well !

better come !

huiwen as well ! :D:D

heh!

8:06 AM
Hees:D

Wednesday, December 17, 2008; Y

many a times you lose the one you never ever wanted to lose,

simply because you took the one most dearest to you,

for granted .

11:29 AM
Hees:D

Monday, December 15, 2008; Y

guess i better blog as my visits have been going down down down.

feeling all emotional inside, fear of losing everything if there even was anything,
hatred for things which even may not even have existed, questioning if there even was anything which cared for who i am.

just why am i feeling this way.

i have seldom experienced this, most of the time you would see me smiling & all happy (i hope), but when such a feeling becomes overwhelming, i really can lose it all.

many questions just keep flooding me in that thing within my head, i try to feel with the thing in my chest, but still. where are the answers ?

everyone's trying to achieve something in life . but what you're trying to achieve, may it necessarily be what you actually want ? won't it be naturally worse , if you dont even have something you're trying to achieve in the first place .

i have had many wrong ideas , they just keep coming . loss of faith , procrastination , complacency , they might just have been things that prevent me from becoming who i can be now , even in the future . "at least you know what you're lacking now " , but yet im not making an effort to do anything about it .

i really have not been trying hard enough, i dont even think im trying.

let us all live life without regrets , but regrets within in my life i already lived . yet, it really is not too late . i really hope so .

there are just too many chances that God has given me . He's aided me through them all .

i have never been giving my best, even when im pushed , i give it just 1% more. what happened to the rest ?

in primary school, i barely scraped through . just meeting the cut off point to the school im in now .
in secondary school, i just made it to be able to take 10 subjects in sec 3.
in secondary 3, i was about to fail and be retained, but somehow moderation saved me.
in secondary 4, i did not do well at all. among the lowest, to enter RIJC.

not just in studies alone , i've been incompetent in everything i do .

i've not been a good son either , i've always taken my parents for granted .
everytime they nag at me , i will just think that they are at it yet again.
i refuse to listen, yet when i really tried to ,
i realise they are trying to convey something to me .
not something that will simply irritate me , or something to the extreme that it will totally blow my mind .
it's what they had learnt from their own experience.
they've been there, done it , knew much more than i have ever known in my 16 years of life .
they did what they did because they care ,
as much as i will not listen , it really may seem nothing to me , but i actually have been losing out .
i never knew that behind those faces when they scold me , or any parents scolding their children for that matter, the face actually weeps when its no longer facing me .
when i do not listen , when i disobey , when i talk back , all these are simply knives in their hearts . & they do bleed .
my parents are humans too , they do have feelings .
furthermore, now to me , they're more than just my parents ,
and as much as i will like to say certain stuff to them .
something just stops me , i believe everyone else will have experienced this before .
it's just the fear of losing face.
but why for ? they are my parents , they've seen me grow .
i dont want to have any regrets of not telling them ,
simple words i have always wanted to say .
i love you, & im sorry for the times i made you two sad for me .

9:36 PM
Hees:D

Thursday, December 11, 2008; Y

LOOK AT THIS JOB, totally made me laugh!
http://www.realgamer.sg/job.htm
do go if you want to give it a shot! (:

TODAY SEEMS REAL SHORT.
lunch,
go home,
dinner,
BS,
go home,
here now.

raining heavily this afternoon!
intended to basketball,
but then again,
wasted.

lalala~
everyone's pissed with me noo! :x

i'm tiongxim!
trust meeee.

amazed at my photoskills:p

7:02 AM
Hees:D

Wednesday, December 10, 2008; Y

LINK.

wow this totally works! so cool! no scary stuff lah promise :D or come kill me okay!
have fun finding out whether you really love him/her! xD

8:27 AM
Hees:D

; Y

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HBG! (haven't posted this before did i?)
and that picture was quite sometime ago already yeah..
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anyway, i woke up very late today!
like 2 plus, 3 like that!
then... i ate and stuff, and went for basketball!
i was supposed to go for BS,
but i didnt in the end because i had to pass tf his thumbdrive!
so sorry i forgot to return, and you needed it for tomorrow!
and sorry Minghui and Hs! for the last minute change :x
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so i'll be having BS tomorrow night instead! with Gwen!
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and i saw Pei En today! finally! like after how long can.
she still looks the same! which is good!
haha will be meeting her soon again! catch up & stuff wahahaha :p
gan baby leh! >< siao siao eh!
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why do i feel so moody and emo all of a sudden these days.
like i'll feel like this for no reason man, and got no mood to talk and stuff.
sighhh. what's becoming of me!
super weird lah.
is there no reason for this, or there really is afterall.
IMU.

7:27 AM
Hees:D

Tuesday, December 9, 2008; Y

just thought of a new name for my son next time!
as usual!
NAME FOR 5TH SON:
tihs hu!
because i just sounds so nice when you read it backwards.
HAH LAME.

8:35 AM
Hees:D

; Y

my world's hit, my life's broken, my love feels shattered, my heart's in pieces. what am i to do.

SORRY FOR NOT BLOGGING FOR SO LONG.
many many things happen!
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as you all know, i had work from wed to monday!
was real tiring and crazy!
as much as i want to complain,
the people there are really nice!
and there are many people i would like to thank!
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THANKS jinkiat for introducing th job & taking over me when i needed to zao ;x
THANKS sandy for giving me super long breaks!
THANKS jane for my pay! wahahaha! and for being so super duper friendly!
THANKS agnes for entertaining and talking to me at times! your comments are super funny lah!
THANKS gigi for calling me shuai ge! brightened up my day ;p wahahahah.
THANKS uncle johnny and auntie june for being so nice to me when i am working as well!
THANKYOU FOR THE EXPERIENCE, THOUGH ITS RATHER SHORT, I WILL DEFINITELY REMEMBER THE DAYS THERE.
THANKS weiyang for visiting me twice and eating with me! & purposely showing me ahem :p lalala~
THANKS hanqiao, yinrong and zhujie! for the dinner with me that day!
THANKS vera, for waiting for me for half an hour and not complaining! and eating with me for three days in a row!
THANKS vera (once again!), hansheng and weiru for the dinner with me at BBQ chicken as well!
THANKS minghui, gwen, huiwen and justine for walking all the way to visit me when i was at work!
you guys make me feel so loved! wahahaha!
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so this is basically what happens at my job!
RANDOM PHOTOS.
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and there was this woman-man! v gay lah! dancing in public to the live performance of "I'mYours", everyone's taking pictures of him! attention seeker! :p
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seeing double? well then i think you're fine (: THEY ARE TWINS!
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dinner with vera weiru & someguy. okok fine hansheng :p
courtesy from his blog! mwahahahah,
CATWOMAN.
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and today was gym, basketball, lunch at kfc, with a crazy girl! and then basketball all the way until 9+++ ! shiok lah bodoh! >< - shall update more often! PLEASE TAG IF YOU'RE HERE, or weijie is hungry. hungry boys are angry boys yo !
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You just dont know how much i miss you,
could you even just speak a word,
any word to break this deadly silence,
for i apologise and regret for everything i might have done,
and what may happen,
i just want to say,
i love you girl.

7:29 AM
Hees:D

Wednesday, December 3, 2008; Y

(can you see a face!? something like ultraman ><)
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TODAY WAS MY FIRST DAY AT WORK.
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had totally no idea what i had to do when i reached there,
and i didnt know anyone!
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but the whole salon was a very cool place!
filled with very nice people :D
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and im quite amazed with sakura!
the number of customers she gets,
mostly whom are japanese ofcourse,
she seems to have a very high-class aura around her!
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ANYWAY,
first i did data entry!
had to edit names and numbers of up to 6000 people man.
the number of customers been to J's Salon!
of which i found people like zhujie, liyoung and waikit!
ahahahaahahah~
i did that for like 3hours+ to 4 hours!
now i can still see numbers running in front of my eyes laaa.
plus i did all that standing!
*RANT RANT RANT*
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after that i was instructed by sandy to chop vouchers!
sounds easy?
not like you had to do like more than 600 of them!
double chops on everyone of them, and striking off some words!
tedious tedious tedious!
that was what i did for the rest of the day.

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i finished at 5+,
and they allowed me to go home!
HURRAY!
because they wanted me to rest for tomorrow's roadshow,
besides i got nothing to do then anyway already.
btw, IM A CASHIER!
very cool job!
and the cash register seems much harder to use than it seems,
but i'll get used to it, i will!
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baby i dont ever want to let you go,
our love will be like the amount of nagging my mum gives everyday!
always increasing! :X

6:54 AM
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Monday, December 1, 2008; Y

(cant see my hair clearly from here right:p)

booooos!
okok posting again to prevent my blog from becoming dead again.
SORRY MINGHUI ;x
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today woke up super late!
as usual!
i thought i was late in meeting BB so i rushed out of my house!
then BB told me not going town already!
go sell stuff somemore,
hahaha totally sian-ed out then,
well although you can say i was rather pissed throughout half the day,
but see BB so cute! forgiven le laaa~
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haha then BB rushed off!
and i came back for basketball!
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wah i played from like 4+ to 9!
and my fingernail got fingernail-ed by this man from China!
HAHA LOL.
okokay random :p
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anyway im super tired after that,
then had prayer conf!
& here i am now (:
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will post more interesting stuff next time lah,
can't help it,
this IS my life now [;
and i dont want you to ever leave me ;p
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hahah, my blog's getting scandalous!
like i said! ;D

7:48 AM
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